PAIN

Hey Guys, How ya doing?

So yesterday I went to the doctor where I had an epidural done, trust me it was and is still pure pain. I am just looking at a design that I created for my rsd design and it says, "RSD, the fight of my life" and also the words hope and faith which is what I live and believe in. I know how persons with cancer feels because we feel the same kind of pain intensity. Difference with cancer you have a limited time left and that is not good. We are taken out slowly, we feel pain, suffer from chronic fatigue until because of the pain you can't move parts of your body until you just can't move. For those who have had remission I really thank God for you and it does not matter what sickness you have because pain is pain. For those of us who might never get that opportunity for remission man that's hard. For me I'll just continue to get worse if I don't get my surgery shortly (still trying to raise the funds using my store http://www.cafepress.com/jcooldesignz.com).

Anyways as I said pain is pain and it is hard for anyone with pain. I give God thanks because I have the opportunity to continue at the moment to do something I love which is designing. I think persons who live with pain are gifted because as someone said to me God trust me with pain. I don't know a lot about other persons with different kinds of disease like autism and others but I do know that we are gifted people. I know we are a good percentage of the earth's population and that only tells me that yes we are sick but we are special. So no matter what kind of disability you have, I lift my hat to you and I think we are the most gifted people on this earth. We are the sick ones who beat the odds.

Remember God bless you and walk good.

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Inner Strength

Hey Guys,
I am sooooo tired, I did to me the longest time consuming and hurtful thing yesterday. I planned to go to church today and I couldn't go to the hair dresser so I decided to wash my hair myself. I did manage to do it, then I had to dry it. This is being done with one hand because I only have the use of one. Mommy was not home to help me so I decided to trod this journey alone. I stuck the hair dryer in the grill and sat in front of it and comb out my hair with my left hand. Then came the hard part, I had to use the flat iron to straighten out then use the curling iron to put back some curl in it. This process took me five hours to do. think of using one hand to curl your hair and the positions that I have to fit myself in to be able to hold and curl. This I think has been my worst attempt at trying to do something by myself. I hope after that though I will make it to church. I read something somewhere that we do not know how strong we are until we have to be that strong. For an rsd patient where pain is my life I am in a lot of it now, but I learnt something, that I can survive. So to all the people who are having life a little rough right now especially those who are sick, hold on and draw on your inner strength, trust me its there and it will be enough to keep you. Also call on God he is right there too.

Remember , walk good, talk to you later again. God bless.

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Hey guys, how ya doing?

I have been under the rsd weather for a while and I have not been able to write. Today I will be talking about mothers and what they mean. My mom is a queen and she means the world to me. I believe that God gave us mothers who are angels,because they are so caring and trust me they look after you. I am disabled and I need help with some things and my mom will do anything for me. I give a big shout out to mothers who care for their child or children who have some sort of disability and to those mothers who themselves are disabled but still look after their child or children.

Mother's day is May 10 and there is no gift too big or small for mom, so get out there and make this mothers day a very special one for mom.

Remember God bless you and walk good.

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