Saturday, October 11, 2008

Hey guys, today is not a good one at all. We had rain and the place got cold and my pain spiked. I am talking today about breast cancer seeing that this month is breast cancer month. I have had family members dying of cancer but I was not around when they were going through their battle. Nevertheless it is not the easiest thing to go through as a matter of fact it is one of the hardest things to go through. Cancer is a killer, we all know that but what I am talking about today is not the people that died but the survivors.
I think that anyone who wakes up in the morning and is able to do at least one thing for that day is a survivor.(persons who are very sick) So in that light I see a cancer survivor. Many ladies who have cancer are not able to manage chemo, the hair loss, the weight loss among others. I thought of ladies who survive cancer and how they look after all the chemo. I know a few cancer survivors and I have to tell you they look very good. I came up with two phrases that I used and did two designs, sexy cancer survivor for those ladies who have looked real good after the fight and I am cancer strong. The latter one came from the thought just like any battle we fight today, if we come through it we are stronger persons before the battle. I really thought about this one and I realised that there is a strong for everybody but for cancer survivors there is cancer strong.
We give God thanks everyday for allowing us to see the day and for helping us to go through the day. At everything we do we tend to pull on an inner strength that we think we don't have and that makes us stronger. If you are a cancer survivor I lift my hat to you because you are winning a war that most have not. I thank God for you because your fight inspires me to fight harder. So for this month I am celebrating with the ladies who are surviving the war against cancer.
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Sunday, October 5, 2008

God trust you with pain, so hold on to him

Hey guys, how's it going? I know I have not written in a while but it has been a very up and down week. Since my last post I have been having some severe pain and swelling in my back and chest that has been causing me to have breathing problems.
So I have a lot of things to talk about today. First off I got 20 injections in my back and neck on Friday which has left me very sore, and I am to get some more. That is what rsd does to you. I was reading one of my rsd friend Tracy's site and I read this thing that I really thought about. I know God will not give me what I can't handle. I just wish He didn't trust me so much. This was written by mother Theresa. This is just how I think sometimes as people would tell me that God trust me with pain. I know we all have to go through things in our lives but trust me rsd is not one that I would give anyone. Nevertheless God has been faithful in keeping me cause if not I would be one crazy girl. He also gave the best family I could ever wish to have, they are the best.

So on to another topic, sports-Miami. They started preseason today and even though they lost to the pistons they really played well. I am really excited about this season. D Wade is healthy and beasley is really good so it will be great. My brother likes them too but he prefers tennis so I have to tell him everything. Its cool though because it takes my attention away from the pain and that helps. They understand what is happening because they have been apart of it from the beginning. RSD is not fun but if you have any type of sickness and you have support be thankful because it doesn't matter the amount of support it makes a difference. Also if you have any kind of sickness just remember God didn't give you more than you can handle, He just trust you a whole lot. He be there at all times to help you go through it.

Hey see you in a couple days and we will talk a little bit more. Luv ya and peace to you.
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