PAIN

Hey Guys, How ya doing?

So yesterday I went to the doctor where I had an epidural done, trust me it was and is still pure pain. I am just looking at a design that I created for my rsd design and it says, "RSD, the fight of my life" and also the words hope and faith which is what I live and believe in. I know how persons with cancer feels because we feel the same kind of pain intensity. Difference with cancer you have a limited time left and that is not good. We are taken out slowly, we feel pain, suffer from chronic fatigue until because of the pain you can't move parts of your body until you just can't move. For those who have had remission I really thank God for you and it does not matter what sickness you have because pain is pain. For those of us who might never get that opportunity for remission man that's hard. For me I'll just continue to get worse if I don't get my surgery shortly (still trying to raise the funds using my store http://www.cafepress.com/jcooldesignz.com).

Anyways as I said pain is pain and it is hard for anyone with pain. I give God thanks because I have the opportunity to continue at the moment to do something I love which is designing. I think persons who live with pain are gifted because as someone said to me God trust me with pain. I don't know a lot about other persons with different kinds of disease like autism and others but I do know that we are gifted people. I know we are a good percentage of the earth's population and that only tells me that yes we are sick but we are special. So no matter what kind of disability you have, I lift my hat to you and I think we are the most gifted people on this earth. We are the sick ones who beat the odds.

Remember God bless you and walk good.

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Inner Strength

Hey Guys,
I am sooooo tired, I did to me the longest time consuming and hurtful thing yesterday. I planned to go to church today and I couldn't go to the hair dresser so I decided to wash my hair myself. I did manage to do it, then I had to dry it. This is being done with one hand because I only have the use of one. Mommy was not home to help me so I decided to trod this journey alone. I stuck the hair dryer in the grill and sat in front of it and comb out my hair with my left hand. Then came the hard part, I had to use the flat iron to straighten out then use the curling iron to put back some curl in it. This process took me five hours to do. think of using one hand to curl your hair and the positions that I have to fit myself in to be able to hold and curl. This I think has been my worst attempt at trying to do something by myself. I hope after that though I will make it to church. I read something somewhere that we do not know how strong we are until we have to be that strong. For an rsd patient where pain is my life I am in a lot of it now, but I learnt something, that I can survive. So to all the people who are having life a little rough right now especially those who are sick, hold on and draw on your inner strength, trust me its there and it will be enough to keep you. Also call on God he is right there too.

Remember , walk good, talk to you later again. God bless.

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Hey guys, how ya doing?

I have been under the rsd weather for a while and I have not been able to write. Today I will be talking about mothers and what they mean. My mom is a queen and she means the world to me. I believe that God gave us mothers who are angels,because they are so caring and trust me they look after you. I am disabled and I need help with some things and my mom will do anything for me. I give a big shout out to mothers who care for their child or children who have some sort of disability and to those mothers who themselves are disabled but still look after their child or children.

Mother's day is May 10 and there is no gift too big or small for mom, so get out there and make this mothers day a very special one for mom.

Remember God bless you and walk good.

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Taking It Easy

Hey Guys, I know I haven't written in a while but thats just because I have been under the rsd weather. Today I am nervous and sad at the sme time. I am going to the doctor later today and I am sure that I will be getting some injections. That is what is making me nervous because after all these years with so many injections I am still scared of needles. My reason for being sad is that my store http://cafepress.com/jcooldesignz has not been selling and the reason it is there is to help me pay for my surgey. So it makes me sad because I can't afford this surgery so I started this store to help me raise the money. Any way I looked at one of designs and it reminded me that like a bright buquet of spring time flowers life is a treasure of beauty and joy. I was also remind that when I put my cares in God's hand He put His peace in my heart. So I am not giving up but holding on to those words that inspired me and I think you should too. Tell you later about the dr's appointment. In the meantime take it easy and walk good.

Higher Power

Hey Guys How ya doing? I will be writing in my native language which is creole, I am Jamaican and I thought that I should. Its been over a week since my last blog and I missed you.

For those who follow college ball and are duke fans, I am grieving the loss even now. So are my Suns (nba ) fans too, it doesn't look like we are making it this year. For my heat fans, we are in baby.

Today I will be talking about my design "He died 4 me". Some of you who will be reading this blog might not be a christian, so sorry if you don't believe. I got saved early in life and it shaped out my life. I am at a stage now where I feel chronic pain 24hrs a day (rsd). I know that there is a God who died for me because if there wasn't man trust mi, mi dead a ready. Mi woulda kill the people dem whey do dis to mi and mi woulda dead after. Only somebody with a major major higher power coulda mek mi forgive the people who cause mi fi a suffer now. So I believe in God and I believe in His strength. Most of all I believe He really died just for me.

It doesn't matter what we are going through in life, sickness, poverty or other just remember that there is someone out there that cares for you and hence the reason that you are still alive. It might not look like there is good in what you are going through, but hang on a little longer and you will see the good and the blessing.

Have a wonderful weekend.

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Walk good.

Life

Hey Guys how ya doing?

So I went to the doctor yesterday and I really expected good news and I got bad news. My doctor told me that they can do nothing more for me because they have covered everything that is to be covered in the treatment. I thought my day was going to finish bad but it didn't.

While we were there I started thinking man I have to go home and design some whole heap of designs so I can sell a lot of t-shirts to pay for my surgery. Then out of nowhere this man came around the corner and this lady was saying I can't believe it, the man who is blind thought the lady was talking about him said, yes my dear once a man twice a child. The lady said I wasn't talking about you, so he said, you can't believe that you are sick? God will heal you. We all started smiling because none of us thought he was gonna respond.

The lady said I know you were a hot guy when you were young, the man said yes I was getting up with three girls at a time. Then he said now I'm sick and people say that all type of things do mi so mi a live one day at a time now. Then the man said mi an mi girlfriend a go movies later but mi caan get intouch wid har cause mi a call har but she def an she a tex mi but mi bline. I am telling you all my troubled thought went away. I am blessed!!!

So don't let a little problem get you down even if it is that you are sick, give God thanks for everything you have because alot of people don't have them. Enjoy your weekend.

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I'm Back

It has been awhile but I am back. I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas and that the New Year started out right for you. I have been sick why I have not been posting and I know that you were looking for my posts. My Christmas was o.k. but the New Year started out not so good. Today I'll talk about anything because I am just glad to be back.

Someone came to my house the other day and asked me how I was doing, normally people would say ( in Jamaican terms) mi a tek a ruff life easy, but I said mi a tek a painful life easy. It made her day because she had never heard that one before.

My sports teams are giving me headaches by just loosing too much. I am so glad that D Wade is D Wade keeping Miami in the playoff race. I still think that Duke is gonna win it all this year though.

I did a couple new designs for my store including some St Patrick's Day ones. I never really thought about this day but after I read a couple articles on it I saw that this was a very important day. Celebrating any event that is for your country is a big deal. So I am a Jamirish for this this holiday. Go Irish, celebrate in style.

I leave you with a scripture that says "With God all things are possible" so don't give up or give in yet cause anything is possible.

Sandy
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